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2004-11-12T05:51:00.000-08:00

changed daa blogg
here`s the linkk
http://x-emptypromises-x.blogspot.com

2004-11-01T03:33:00.000-08:00

deyyrawkk.hehes

2004-11-01T03:32:00.000-08:00

dots.

2004-11-01T03:26:00.000-08:00

sian.
nothing to do..
slacking slacking slacking
bleaghhx
hate parents.
eh.just my mother
eeks
i don deserve such a.bitch. like her.
sheesh
grounded the WHOLE one week
coz i didn't feel like goin tuition
anymore
fuck
still say i act and speak like a gangster.
miee?
dotss..
heard tat jamie yeo and glenn goin get married on dec1
one day b4 mi burfdae!
=))
pressents??.
hahas
ohh.
change da skin again.hahas.
da tag-board dissapears every single time when i change mi skin.
haissh
nothing beta to do larhss
bye

2004-10-24T04:59:00.000-07:00

I’m back again.hehes`after exam liaox.can play lkyy siao.wo9o,cut mi hair until soo damn freaking short.hehes`got layer oso.den there’s like a “layer” and “layer” and different part..yupx.densome parts too short to tie..*sheesh*got back exam result back liao.loussy.stoopid candice keep bosting about her esult.hahas`mi higest is only A2[70%]for english..first time so good for mi english.hehes`but chinese paper2 i got..eh.33/110.*winks*hate chinese lotsoso got scolded"by mi maths teacher cuz i didn't really do quite well for the exam.yup.only like 50 something..wish to go back school..more fun den staying at home doin nothing hahas`kay han told cacila tat i went out with him to orchard..only me.*bleahh*.i was like so damn pissed off,den i message him.scolding all the words i could think off.haishh.i keep swearing to lots of people.most of dem telling mi who they like..hahas`no choice.keep crossing mi heart..since it's tat confidental..hehe`=X
CASPER THIONG.u still havent told mi who u liike.i alwaes fall in your trap.i follow wat u say but in return.u don wan to tell mi who u like.*hrump*cca next week start liao.cnt slack later tat toot lou shi go complain mi to miss song.still can rmb tat time miss song talk to mi for like 3-4 times..now i keep msg peps.until over 1000 msg again..got scolded by mi mother[again].haishh.wad to do.i'm born to sms tat much.hehes`now people keep sending mi junk.haish.until inbox full..haish.g2g liaoxbuaix`

urawkk=))

2004-10-15T20:26:00.000-07:00

yozzies=))
woohoo!exams finally over liaox.
yesterday went to cineleisure and heren.so fun
.but keep walking and walking until leg [pain]
hahax.went with cacila, candice, um.some
boys.justin, szean, brendan, daryl and kayhan..yupx
.but very boring goin with e guys ya.
cuz they alwaes don agree to take neoprint haha.
mi cacila and candice keep taking neoprint
den keep complianing tat candice didint [pose]
den she was like so pissed off[?]
went cineleisure saw lots of fairsians
.yupx.herren also got lots.saw lots of 3I pple.
actually we wanted to watch movie.ya.
den cacila say got not enough money and left abit to take neoprint
.ya.den take until leg damn tired.den we found
rows of [chairs] to sit[outside e movie theater]
den sit there.saw some of e squash girls from other schools.
they rawk man=))king of pissed of with e boys
when they say daryl wan 2 talk 2 mi and stuff..
*haishh.
we went for a few hours there
but in e end didin't buy anything but juz take neoprint haha=))
went KFC to eat while waiting for e boys to come.
when they went in they put their bags down
den for a while go ogff without wiating 4 us.
yupx.cacila found a neoprint on the floor
den i pick it up den show cacila den she took it
*hrump
.lol.den when we were with e boys brendan
keep saying tat can c lots of chio-bu in e shoppin centre
[dots]
den they all didin't want kayhan 2 follow.
yupx.they tried to ask him 2 go away but he still follow..
den we tried to go away from
e boys but they always found us somewhere.yupx.
the last time we went awaay
den they couldnt find us den we sat at the fountain
there and talk.by tat time szean
they all went home liaox.
den we decided to go
old chang kee den go home.yup.cacila biught squid head.i was like
[yuck]..we went home by MRT den it was so damn crowded
[beliving standing for 19 stops to go home..]
yep.i reached bukit botak MRT about 7 something.e sky already so damn dark
den still need 2 take bus go home.
[so mar fun]yup.reached home about 8 pkus.so damn fricking tried after tat.me cacila and candice say tat we plan to go jurong point
on either monday or tueday
.den i was like..take neoprint [again?!]
den say y don go sentosa on one of those days
.at least can suntan until dark dark..=))
yupx.dis should b all.first time writing e longest.wohho=))

antibitchescampaignX)

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2004-10-12T18:38:00.000-07:00

who is 91190725?
keep messaging this person
or call also no reply.
wad e hell.
Chinese test die oso.
amost all e word I keep checking dictionary
..haha*X)
before chinese test I was send outside class
cuz tat stoopit Eugene scold mi
den I scold him back
den mr firhad ask mi go out
..hrump..but nvm la.
after a while den can go back liaox.
but so damn embrassing..
.wooho.mi maths got 77.
stoopid Candice beat mi.
wad e hell.
den keep saying wat casper like mi.
i was like.-_-“
stop talking about boys..
she see boys will say this person like tat person
..fuck.[eat food already full, nothing to do]dots

.bitch.bitch.bitch.

2004-10-11T18:36:00.000-07:00

wad’s e fucking problem with yeww.
*argh*
can’t stand yew anymore.
i shouldn’t have believe yew
and the rest were right.
don give ME TAT KIND OF SICK LOOK.
continue reamainin a bitch la[u should know whu

e fucking hell are yew.
get out of mi fucking life.
hate yew
and don think a lot people like yew lo
.dey juz don dare to admit tat they hate yew.

Think too much of tat bitch
until cnt concentrate durind exam
..dots.
history test die le arr.
comferm fail.english letter writtin
4got to write headline
*haissh*
so damn 4gotful.muz learn lit liaox*buaiz*
hate e fucking world I’m in

2004-09-17T08:24:00.000-07:00

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2004-09-17T05:16:00.000-07:00

pimaryskoolrawks

2004-09-17T05:15:00.000-07:00

2004-09-17T04:42:00.000-07:00

I got your back
You got mine,
I'll help you out
Anytime.
To see you hurt
To see you cry,
Makes me weep
And wanna die.
And if you agree
To never fight,
It wouldn't matter
Who's wrong or right.
If a broken heart
Needs a mend,
I'll be right there
To the end.
If your cheeks are wet
From drops of tears,
Don't you worry,
Let go of your fears.
Hand in hand
Love is sent,
We'll be friends
Till the end

2004-09-11T22:12:00.000-07:00

Read Slowly...

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most?
Saying something and wishing you hadn't?
or
Saying nothing and wishing you had?

I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say.

Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might
break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs.

Have u ever decided not to become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person?

Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't.

You can't tell your heart what to do.

It does it on its own.... when you least suspect it, or even when you
don't want it to.

Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other perso n was too afraid to let you?

Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all.

Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?

We tell lies when we are afraid...

afraid of what we don't know,

afraid of what others will think,
afraid of what will be found out about us.

But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger.

Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump.

Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had.

*What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say
good-bye?

*What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there?

*What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you
never got to tell them how you felt?
(even if it is that you don't care anymore)

*What would you do if you loved someone
more than ever and you couldn't have them?

*What would you do if you never got the chance to say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?

People live, but people die.
And I want to tell you that you are a friend.

If you died tomorrow (God Forbid), you wou ld be in my heart.
Would I be in yours?

If you care about me as
much as I care about you, you will send this back.

We might be best friends one year,

pretty good friends the next year,

don't talk that often the next,

and don't want to talk at all the year after that.

So, I just wanted to say,

even if I never talk to you again in my life,

you are special to me and
you have made a difference in my life,

I look up to you,
respect you, and
truly cherish you.

no matter how often you talk,

or how close you are,

Let old friends know you
haven't forgotten them,

and tell new friends you

never will.

Remember, every one needs a friend,

someday you might feel like you have
NO FRIENDS at all,

and take comfort in knowing

somebody out there cares about you
and always will.

I LOVE YOU!!!!

2004-09-10T19:08:00.000-07:00

Disorder	Rating
Paranoid:	Low
Schizoid:	Low
Schizotypal:	Moderate
Antisocial:	High
Borderline:	Low
Histrionic:	Low
Narcissistic:	Moderate
Avoidant:	Moderate
Dependent:	High
Obsessive-Compulsive:	High
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2004-09-04T23:53:00.000-07:00

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2004-08-22T04:19:00.000-07:00

so long haven cum here liaox.*cough*whezzshh*sick like crazy 4 2 whole daes..hahaxx..keep slackin..lying on the bed den sleep den eat.[like pig?]hee.all cuz on friday after skool wen jurong point..den alredi got sore throat den still walk under e rain..den now need 2 take 4 medicine..the antibotics was e worst one..taste so..dono whether 2morro still can go 4 pe..den on friday got chinese and history exam..hard sia.didn't even study,last perroid mrs tan sae i need 2 go for consellin..so boring.ms phua keep askin question den keep answering for about 30 mintue den can go home..den she say next week she'll make a time to c mi again..haix.sian arhx.didn't know i was dat bad to need 2 go conselling..hahax.den on saturday i got fever..until 37.8[not tat high la].den went 2 c doctor den got all tat medicine..sigh*my tuition was cancelled on tat dae*`yeah X) anywae wen u cum here muz link mi 2 our blog arhx.thx.hahax.and add mi in frenster=)

2004-07-31T06:40:00.000-07:00

woah**2day funfair soo nice haha..went dere from morning until 4 somwething ahah..den candice fren from outside came. den leave us[amanda yujun and mi]alone..den her frwen still giv us tat type of sick look-_-"the haunted hse was so nice=)went dere 2nd time=)1st time wif smantha and yujun and next is joy rachel joanne and yujun..i fell down dere[cuz trip]den yujun was holdin mi..den she also trip..haha den all the game like n0t nice..but the food was nice=)

2004-07-27T06:41:00.000-07:00

went skool..den met some [ppl] that i don wan 2 c..*ms shamsia caught mi eating in class hahax XD*embrassin mi infront of everybody..in cca 2today. yeewen. esbelle[donohow2spell] went runnin away from charlene den in the end, got a free ride from esbelle=))haha..

Atomic Kitten

2004-07-26T03:43:00.000-07:00

It's OK
You're not here but It's ok I assure you babe It's alright You ain't keeping me up all night no more You're not here but It's OK It's alright and It's OK , It's alright and OK It's alright and It OK, It's alright and It's OK It's alright and It's OK , It's alright and OK It's alright and It OK, It's alright and It's OK I say It's OK I can promise you It's Alright You ain't keeping me up all night no more You're not here but It's ok I assure you babe It's alright YoI remember all those nights, I used to stay at home, On the phone all night long Used to talk bout the things we really wanna do, I believed in you I remember how you used to say, Have no fear, be OK When you told me anything you want is possible We could have it all I believed in you Must've been a fool All my dreams were with you I say It's OK I can promise you It's Alright You ain't keeping me up all night no more You're not here but It's ok I assure you babe It's alright You ain't keeping me up all night no more You're not here but It's OK Well Now you got to where you wanted Like I knew you would Cash, car, house - It's all good Is it why you never come round here no more, Like you did before, Got it all that's the way it seems, Looks like you live your dreams, And I hope you'll turn up for the better now When I'm not around I believed in you Must have been a fool All my dreams were with you I say It's OK I can promise you It's Alright You ain't keeping me up all night no more u ain't keeping me up all night no more You're not here but It's OK It's alright and It's OK , It's alright and OK It's alright and It OK, It's alright and It's OK It's alright and It's OK , It's alright and OK It's alright and It's OK , It's alright and OK It's alright and It OK, It's alright and It's OK It's alright and It's OK , It's alright and OK It's alright and It OK, It's alright and It's OK It's alright and It OK, It's alright and It's OK You're not here but It's OK

2004-07-25T14:28:00.000-07:00

*Phew.juz came back from church.so sian!and in church i kept bargainin wif mi mother 2 wear contact lense..keep sayin don hurry mi..let mi think about it 1st..haiz.now my mother and sister both sleepin den i can use comp..*hee

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Avril lavigne

2004-07-24T04:24:00.000-07:00

sk8er boi

He was a boy she was a girl,Can i make it anymore obviousHe was a punkshe did balletWhat more can I sayHe wanted her, but she'd never tellThat secretly she wanted him as well.But all of her friends, stuck up their noseThey had a problem with his baggy clothesChorusHe was a sk8r boy, she said see ya later boyhe wasn't good enough for her.She had a pretty face but her head was up in spaceShe needed to come back down to Earth5 years from nowshe sits at homefeeding her baby she's all aloneShe turns on TV, guess who she seesSk8r Boi rocking up MTVShe calls up her friends they already knowThey've all got tickets to see his showShe tags alongStands in the crowdLooks up at the man that she turned downHe was a skater boyshe said see ya later boyhe wasn't good enough for herBut now he's a superstarSlamming on his guitarDoes your pretty face see what he's worthHe was a skater boyshe said see ya later boyhe wasn't good enough for herBut now he's a superstarSlamming on his guitarDoes your pretty face see what he's worthSorry girl but you missed outWell tough luck that boys mine nowWe are more than just good friendsthis is how the story endsToo bad that you couldn't seeSee the man that boy could beThere is more than meets the eyeI see the soul that is insideHe's just a boyand I'm just a girlCan i make it anymore obviousWe are in love haven't you heardHow we rock each others worldI'm with the skater boyI said see you later boyI'll be backstage after the showI'll be at the studiosinging the song we wroteabout a girl you used to knowI'm with the skater boyI said see you later boyI'll be backstage after the showI'll be at the studiosinging the song we wroteabout a girl you used to know

fwren?

2004-07-24T04:20:00.000-07:00

i call u den u keep sayin tat u do something den call say later call mi..but in the end?..plz reply all my sms[es] if u know hu are u.when u read disXC Quote:i'm lookin 4 a loving frwen, who will never let our frwenship end, i wan a frwen who is alwaes true, i think my frwen is u:)*lurveu

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Avril lavigne

2004-07-23T05:28:00.000-07:00

Complicated
Uh Huh Life's like this Uh Huh Uh Huh That's the way it is 'Cause life's like this Uh Huh Uh Huh That's the way it is Chill out What you yellin' for? Lay back It's all been done before And if you could only let it be You will see I like you the way you are When we're drivin in your car And you're talkin to me one-on-one But you've become Somebody else Round everyone else Watchin your back Like you can't relax You tryin to be cool You look like a fool to me Tell me Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated? I see the way you're actin like you're somebody else Gets me frusterated Life's like this you You fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get And you turn into Honestly, you promised me I'm never gonna find you fake it No no no You come over unannounced Dressed up like you're somethin' else Where you are and where it's at you see You're makin me Laugh out When you strike a pose Take off All your preppy clothes You know You're not foolin' anyone When you become Somebody else Round everyone else Watchin' your back Like you can't relax You tryin to be cool You look like a fool to me Tell me Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated? I see the way you're actin' like you're somebody else Gets me frusterated Life's like this you You fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get And you turn into Honestly, you promised me I'm never gonna find you fake it No no no (no no no) No no (no no no) No no (no no no) No no Chill out What you yellin' for? Lay back It's all been done before And if you could only let it be You will see Somebody else Round everyone else Watchin your back Like you can't relax You tryin to be cool You look like a fool to me Tell me Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated? I see the way you're actin' like you're somebody else Gets me frusterated Life's like this you You fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get And you turn into Honestly, you promised me I'm never gonna find you fake it No no Why'd you have to go and make things so complicated? (yeah yeah) I see the way you're actin' like you're somebody else Gets me frusterated Life's like this you You fall and you crawl and you break and you take what you get And you turn it into Honestly, you promised me I'm never gonna find you fake it No no no

2004-07-18T18:59:00.000-07:00

woah.1st time makign post..lol.school rawks.espicially the 3I ppl?haha.so bad..wanted to watch that drama thing.but mum don allow..haiz.*big news*benjamin lkys candice*don match lehx haha.2day i juz stayed at home doin nth.juz listenin 2 mi mother naggin.. can die arhx,espicialli wen i heard that huizhen told mi how many girls that flirtious guy[gayhan]..lky so many ppl also none of dem will lk him one."-_-

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